I used to look around and see couples & families passing by with smiles on their faces and joy radiating through them. It always made me smile. I still do. When you’re single, that just gives you hope that it could happen to you someday.
Having that picture as my reminder everyday made me see love all around me every day and made me say, “If it’s not true for me yet doesn’t mean it’s not true for anybody else.”
The thing is, you just have to wait. Wait on God. Wait on His timing.
300 days ago, I said yes to my partner, my best friend, my inspiration, my motivation, my encouragement… It wasn’t all rainbows and sunshine, it has been such a ride I’ve never had in my life. You are so vulnerably open to someone emotionally. Yet there never was a day that I’m not thankful for it. It’s not easy, but having someone work it out with you makes it easier.
And for that, thank you yeoby. Thank you for the patience, love, honesty, and understanding. We have our misunderstandings and fights but I hope and pray we won’t stop working it out together to make things well. I know we still have a long way to go.. but hey, we have a lifetime to be with, to learn from, and to know each other.
I’m sorry for my fits, my mood swings, and other things that hurt you. I love you so much <3
10. New, little things. This could be a little materialistic, but I just can’t help but be thankful of all the things I’ve gotten the past year. Little souvenirs from friends’ travels, notebooks, clothes, shoes, phones, and all those cute things bought by me, my parents, or my friends. Especially those given by friends and loved ones. I just realized that no matter how small or big something is, if you have a heart, you will appreciate it because it makes you feel loved that somebody remembered you even while they’re traveling and they care for you enough that they gave you something.
Thank You Lord for providing for us that we can buy the things we need and want. :)
9. Being able to travel. I’ve only went to and from Davao the past year, but I’ve been there more than twice last year. And I love that everytime I go there, not only it’s been fun but has a purpose as well. I always learn something new and go to places I’ve never been to before, yes, even if I go there every year.
The first time I flew alone 6 years ago had a rush of excitement from independence and fear of traveling by myself. I was sixteen then. 6 years later, I have gotten used to airports and riding in airplanes. But still, thank You Lord for always protecting and keeping me/us safe everytime. :)
Cornyyyy! Hahaha but because it’s hearts day… Tada! Hahahaha! Para lang sweet. Charot. Haha!
That guy with me right there. I don’t even know. Hahaha. But seriously, for the past 21 years of my life… I’ve celebrated this day with my friends and family, it wasn’t much but it was okay. I’ve received flowers or chocolates in the past, but that was that. It wasn’t much of a big deal. But this year… It’s different. It’s the first hearts day ever in my 21 years of existence that I actually have someone to celebrate it with.. forreal. LOL.
It’s funny cos my brother asked me the other day what are our plans for Valentines and my mother called today asking why I’m still here at home, and it was only 11 in the morning. Hahaha.
He keeps asking me what I want but I always told him it’s his call, whatever he thinks he should give me. But I also told him I wanted flowers, or that Ferrero bouquet I saw, hahaha, but changed my mind. (Secretly though I always wanted a surprise for whatever occasion cos I never experienced one, shhh, I hope he doesn’t read this *shy* hahaha) I wanted him to think what to do or give or whatever. But apparently, he’s not very good at that. Haha! It’s the thought that he wants to make this day special for me since it’s my “first valentines with a boyfriend” that counts. Not that I don’t have anything in mind that I want, because let’s face it, every girl has that Valentine’s date they imagine. But at the end of the day, as long as we’re together, with food… that’s okay for me. Hahaha! Well that’s just me so… :)
He’s picking me up in 1 and a half hour and I’m still typing this and all I know is we’re gonna go out and eat.. which we always do when we’re together. Haha.
I realized, it’s never about the material things that touches my heart, but it’s the time and effort he will give. It’s always the time and the effort. :)
I thank God for him. For the awesome friendship we have and for everything that he is.
But hey, above all, We love because He first loved us. - 1 John 4:19. And the greatest Love we’ve ever known(and anyone can ever know) is this love:
For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. - John 3:16
Now that’s eternal unconditional love. Thank You, Lord! :)